I don't compare Myself to Others

I find that when I compare myself to others I am often limiting myself. Just because someone else can do things and not be harmed doesn't mean I can. I am an individual one persons tonic could well be my poison.
I find that looking at my health is always the best first thing for me to look at. Everyday I ask myself questions like:

• Do I feel good when I wake up? yes or no
• Does anything hurt? yes or no
• Where does it hurt?
• Why does it hurt?
• What am I going to do about it?

At night when I go to bed I say my prayers and then I ask myself anyone of these questions

• Am I seeking the Lord?
• Am I holding a grudge?
• Am I being my best?

I eat a simple diet drink lots of water get up off my ass and do some work. This little routine seems to work for me.

Sexual Liberty

To me my sexuality is my very essence my personal core energy. It is not something I use for random encounter bump and grind type things.To me this personal energy is very special; something that I use to work me, to say what I want to say and, to do what I want for me. I can reach out to others using this energy if I want but it doesn't have to be with my body and it doesn't have to be implying a sex encounter. my sexuality makes me smile it feels good inside of me without anybody else touching it or releasing it. When i feel a build up of my sexual energy if i get too ahh ahh horny, to me that means I have a block and my energy is not flowing if it gets stuck in just one part of my body or causes me to obsess in my thought.

Younger folks may have a hormonal factor working in favor of having a sexual encounter in their bodies but, i tell ya learning to contain that energy and use it for your personal growth and health you really can learn to do anything with this energy. This energy is your creative force instead of always going out and having sex because your hormonal reflex is stuck. Use it to do something else Understand that your body is making hormones let these hormones feed your other body parts because it is good for your health. I said it is good for your health. Your body does things with this energy that help your skin stay young looking and give your muscles energy to burn when you abstain. i am sure all great athletes know this. some important subtle often not even understood functions of the body can not be nourished without these hormonal messages circulating though out the body. This is the real energy crisis!!!

And....We do need to try an slow down the population growth. I know many people would be against this idea. I am not proposing abortion cause I don't think it is good but I think that people need to get control of their own bodies and get more work done on this earth(least the government decide to do it for us)and stop using their sexual energy to waste their own life. People are obsessed with sex. The ancient religions made laws about sexuality to protect life. Maybe they knew something that we have forgotten about the human condition. I believe all the power struggles of the whole world among people are about unbalanced use and theft of this energy. I guess it will take us another 2 thousand years to get it...
I guess to some sexual liberty might mean to be able to have sex any time any where with anyone. Here I am suggesting that self discipline is the real sexual liberty.

To be able to control yourself and your thoughts and actions gives you personal power.

One of the reasons the worlds economy is out of balance is because people are easily seduced. Look at how images are used in advertisement. The suggestion that their product will make you more attractive, give you a better status, more time ect... all of it is seduction and steals your energy.

John McCain's reason for choosing Sarah Palin is about seduction; men see a hot babe and no longer pay attention to what is being said and middle American women can say oh I am like her because I have kids like her and I have a pregnant teen aged daughter like her and like her I don't believe in abortion blah blah blah this is seduction and it steals your energy.

You have energy in your own body that is being drained by this kind of thing. We and our children are being subliminally attacked every time we turn on the TV set. The more you think about having sex the more you are fooled and your energy is being taken from you. I hate it when I hear men and women say about men that they cannot control their sexual needs. That is the biggest lie mankind still believes.

When a man spews his sperm for anything other than for participating in the act of conception he is wasting his life in the most literal sense. Your life will be corrupted if you go on believing that you cannot control your thoughts and your body about sex. Children watch their parents behaviors and they continue the dramas we teach them. When and if we can come to terms with our sexuality we will be at peace.
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People say they don't believe in God. Look at what we call man's origin. Look at the philosophy and religions we create and follow. Yet we still can't seem to find the real truth. All religions claim they are the truth. I can only believe what I think is true and not know the truth so it seems cause my belief about something does not always mean it is true expect in my own head. I can believe you are good but that does not necessarily make it so. But, if I think you are good and you know this you may be more likely to create ideas in my head that you are good. Even if you are not just realize that the more your thoughts are led and even controlled by another the less real freedom you have. Our thoughts are very powerful; he who controls the thoughts of mankind rules them.


Porn is a good example of energy theft: discussion on porn


here is another link to a discussion on making love as opposed to just having sex
at a forum I post in: making love

What Is Love?

It seems everyone wants to seek love. Do we really know what love is? Is love being a doormat? Is war love? What is it does anyone really know?

I have certain references that I think keep me connected to love. I think my first active act of love was when I decided to seek Jesus. I was just a child when I decided to do this. My parents did not attend any regular church. My mom and dad did have Christmas and Easter celebration for us. We had a Christmas tree and Easter eggs. At Christmas time my mom would make a little center piece for the coffee table with the Bible opened to the "New Testament" she cut holly and lay it around the Bible in the shape of a wreath. She talked about the baby Jesus's birth and how he was the Son of God.

All this celebration did not make much sense to me. The rest of the time life was kind of glum I grew to not trust this celebration that only was allowed at certain times of the year.

Anyway at the tender age of 8 years old I decided it was time to go investigate this Jesus guy. There was a small church near my house. One of the kids in my 3rd grade class went to this church and she invited me to come sing in the choir with her. It was close enough for me to walk to it.

My parents were still in bed asleep as I got up washed my face ate some toast and put on what I thought was my prettiest dress the first Sunday I went to this church. I could hear music playing as I approached the building and I followed the sound. It lead to a walk down a cement stair case. I grew very excited as I heard the music getting louder as I ran closer to the door. The door had a big glass window in it and the person playing the piano waved me in. They were singing a song that I knew so I just started singing it with them. At the end of the song the piano player deemed me a soprano and told me to sit in the soprano section.

It felt so good to me to be surrounded by this music and these people everyone seemed so happy and it wasn't even Christmas time or Easter. Several adult type people surrounded me at the end of service and asked me about where I lived and gave me some papers for my parents to fill out and for me to return to them next Sunday. I was so excited about my church experience that I ran all the way home. I burst through the door all smiling and happy and met with the stern faces of my parents wanting to know where I was and what I was doing....

It was a strict rule of theirs that we not leave the house when they were asleep and they were none to happy about me deciding to go to church on my own without consulting them. They knew their middle daughter(me) had an independent streak that none of their other children had. They really wanted to somehow punish me for my disobedience. While they were talking to me about what they were going to do my dear old dad had a revelation about what they were doing which in essences was to punish me for deciding on my own to go to church. My dads and mom's hearts were touched that their little girl wanted to know about God so they decided that my punishment would be to take my mom to church with me next week.

This is my first conscience memory of what love felt like. My family minus my dad got involved in the community thru this little church. My dad would get up and take me to church on cold mornings and when it was raining. Mom and I went sometimes but mom had gotten a new job and she had to work some Sundays. But she made up for thru the week by becoming a "Den Mother " for my brothers in cub scouts and she supported and encouraged in in my pursuit of singing in the choir and also the "Girl Scouts"

What do you teach your child about their sexuality?

Are you afraid or embarrassed to talk to your child about their sexuality? Are you a parent that gives your teenager condoms in case they have sex? Is it o-kay for your child to have sex as long as they use protection? Do you call that sex education? Many people seem to think that sex education is about preventing teen pregnancy and preventing disease. Which of course it is about that but, is that all you want your child to know about their sexuality?

Sexuality is about so much more than having sex. Our sexuality is our life force and personal energy it is with us from cradle to grave and it is about so much more than the sexual act. Our sexuality is love energy, precious, God flowing thru us and the reality of who we are. It is our spirit and, life itself. Touch stimulates this energy which is why a child will die without touch.

The bible teaches chastity not to produce guilt but, to prevent it not to hurt but to heal. The sex act is primarily about reproduction. Humans have turned it into something else. We use sex for something to obsess about, a way of saying hello, goodbye, I hate you, I love you, I feel good, I feel afraid. Others may use it as a way of seeking some other sort of validation. Many people think they can't live without having sex. Ha! What a lie.

How many diseases are present in the human race because of wrongly using the energy of sexuality? Probably much more than just venereal disease is caused by not knowing or having a good understanding of this energy. This energy can heal when it is allowed to flow.

Many people might think I am a very hung up person when it comes to my sexuality. No I am not. I have made mistakes and have not been aware and have been misinformed about my sexuality. When I was young I instinctively knew that there is something very special about sex because so many people of both sexes and all races attempted to engage me in the act of sex. My mother and father didn't have a clue and were too embarrassed or uninformed to teach me. They knew lots of people wanted to have sex with me and tried to make me feel guilty. I truly hope that other parents will get a clue. Understand how children learn from example. Do you have issues? Well guess what you will pass them on to your children because they are watching what you do.

Is your sexual energy flowing well enough to not be a thief of your child's sexual energy?

When is the world going to grow up?

It is so obvious that human beings as a race are still in diapers. We still send our children to fight in wars and kill other peoples children. What is wrong with this picture? Our children are not cartoon action figures. Why can't we just get along with each other and learn and grow? For more than 2000 years we have been fighting. What are we fighting about does anybody know? Are the reasons even valid?

Oh yea we have some scientific progress and we are even using that to kill. We are really good at making bomb and bio-weaponry. Even the drugs for healing that are being developed in laboratories have deadly side effects which people just go ahead and take and die. People please read the list of side effects before you take medication and demand that science do better. Who in their right mind would take a drug for Arthritis that has lymphoma as a potential side effect? Apparently millions with submit to this kind of treatment because drugs like these with the potential to kill are prescribed everyday by millions of people.

Why aren't we focused on developing pollution free transportation and making our food healthy? I guess the powers that be are too busy making money and sucking the life out of the people of the world for anyone to take any real notice.

Large groups of people are beginning to wake up though. It is the people who have the real power. It is really simple if you think about it. What if they gave a war and nobody showed? Are you so unable to control yourself that you need government to tell you how to live and be at the beckon call to send your children into a war. Mothers and fathers need to wake up and see what you are doing and how the family unit teaches it's young to go to war.

In this country the so called Christian right is more concerned about gay marriage than it is the failing economy and the war in the middle east and some I suppose even believe it is a Holy righteous war. The war is about oil make no mistake about that my sisters and brothers. God gave you a brain, I encourage you to use it. Are you going to let some politician seduce you with rhetoric about gay marriage and abortion? If you do not want to marry someone of the same sex than don't and for gosh sakes if you do not want to have an abortion don't have one. Don't believe a government really give a fig about life and death matters when they are allow medicine to be dispensed that kills people and are sending our kids to war, can or will do anything about abortion gay marriage doesn't directly kill anyone so I guess they will prevent it from happening. Does anyone see the irony?

War Is For Dummies

War is for dummies. I guess since dummies are already dead they want to make everyone else dead.

Dummies don't feel and they don't care please be careful not to believe dummies.

Ron Paul Can He Win?

I really like Ron Paul. He seems to me to be the most stable believable candidate for any political office I have ever been aware of. I will vote for him. I hate to sound like a defeatist but, can he win?

Can the people of America hear what Ron Paul is talking about? Are they just going to be seduced by the media into believing he is unelectable? I hope not. It seems like Americans are tired of Bush and his policies but, are still all too willing to not see that some of these policies that he has in place will give whoever is the next president of the USA the same power to do as they damn well please.

I walked around in shock after the past 2 elections for months unable to believe that Americans would not stand up and demand that the votes be fairly counted in Florida in 2000 and also that he won again in 2004.

I see that the price of everything that I need in order to live has almost doubled since Bush has been in office yet my income has gone down. This is scary to me since I am getting older and like or, not, fair or, not my options are not the same as they were when I was younger. All the while the war machine keeps getting bigger and more and more lives are sacrificed.

Will the next elected official be able to tell me how to worship, what to eat,and when I can breathe? This may seem like a radical idea but if I can't afford to eat, or drive my car to work and worship services; where will I go and what will I have to submit to so I can get my basic needs met? What about the millions of low income individuals who won't be able to their and their families needs met? It seems to me that is happening right now.

It seems that some people are trying hard to dig up some dirt on Ron Paul. I don't believe he is a racist. I do believe that is the only issue that people who oppose him can try to shape. People for Ron Paul are different and a minority. My own thinking has never been too close to mainstream.

We seem to be a highly vocal group but will it make any difference in this election?

Ron Paul may God be with you.

Water 4 Gas

This is one of the most exciting things I have seen all year. It is a on demand hydrogen system for your car that you can make yourself or, purchase and have it installed by your own mechanic.

With this device there is no going and filling up with hydrogen at the few and far between stations. You still use gasoline just much less of it because your car will use the gas more efficiently as a result of having hydrogen becoming part of the mix. It is much less dangerous than carrying a tank full of hydrogen. Your engine will run better as well.

It is recommended that you purchase the E-Books even if you plan to have someone else make and install the device. The more you understand about the device the better results you will get from using it. This is something that you will want to share with everyone you know. The people introducing this technology encourage you to share this information or go into business for yourself. You will see a return on your investment in a few months. People who have more than one vehicle you could see return in less time.

People who want to make or install as a business will be delighted with the low start up cost and support offered by the presenters of this information heck they will even send you people who want one what more could you ask for?

Do yourself a favor and follow this link for more information:

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Make Your Own Non-Toxic Cleaning Kit - How To :: Green Living at Care2

Make Your Own Non-Toxic Cleaning Kit - How To :: Green Living at Care2

ParisLemon: Tesla and His Wireless Energy

ParisLemon: Tesla and His Wireless Energy

This is a video I found while surfing about Nicola Tesla. It just blows my mind that he invented something that could supply power to the whole world for free and was foiled because JP Morgan wanted to control power sources for his own capital gain.

Tesla was impassioned, driven, brilliant. He wanted to give his inventions to the world. Instead he was exploited and used. He died penniless and alone with ole J Edgar Hoover hovering, waiting like a vulture to devour his remains.

I wonder if the world will ever see his inventions.

Being Green - Iowa Television Ad

Being Green - Iowa Television Ad

I hope ya'll don't tire of me posting about the enviroment. Hey ya'll vote green!~!~

I want everyone to see this one

Solar Is IT

I tell ya I so hope someone out there is thinking about converting something in there home or if you are doing new construction go ahead and check out the solar heating and air units and anything else you might dream up.Solar Hot Water Bible:
Do-It-Yourselfers & Contractors -
Learn from the solar water heaters industry leader

M.C. Escher's "Relativity" in Legos

M.C. Escher's "Relativity" in Legos
I just love legos and M. C. Escher what a cool combination

Do They Have Golf In Prison?

I am really worried about poor OJ. What will he do in prison? What will happen to his golf swing? How is he gonna catch the killers now? Maybe he thought the people in the hotel in Vegas were the killers. Maybe he thought that's why he needed a gun. Well, needed someone with a gun.

The judge was prejudiced. He said he was after his football memorabilia. He should have said he was after the killers yea, ya know they stole his stuff and then killed Nicole and Ron. Maybe that's what it was all about ya know? He needs to get Johnny Cochran on the case oh yea he's dead. Maybe the killers got him. We know one thing about the killers is that they play a lot of golf. Why else would OJ spend so much time on the golf course? Maybe if they did have more golf in prison we could catch more criminals.

James Alexander

read this author's novel

Dyslexia For You and Me

Dyslexia does not make me need a handicap tag for my car. Nobody looks at me and says oh poor dear she's dyslexic. Maybe if I did not have a thirst for knowledge I would not even know I had a problem myself. When I was younger I could not stay focused for long and still I can loose interest very fast. I have lots and lots of good ideas that I just can't conclude.

Thank DOG for spell checker programs on the computer. Most anybody looking for something about me to be wrong will undoubtedly pick up on one of my dyslexic traits. I can be very disorganized, I can't find my keys, can't fill out a form, can't ask for help filling out a form, lost my purse, put things down at work then can't find them, ect...

Lucky for me I have had therapy with a special ed therapist. I was a nanny for her 5 children while she worked with learning disabled school aged children.

Still I have problems with red tape stuff. Anything that requires me to fill out a form will send me running in the opposite direction. I need a person to do this for me. I know I need a lot of help to get my dreams off the ground.

The thing I like about being dyslexic is that I always think outside the box. If you want to do something in a different way just ask a dyslexic how they would do it. Dyslexia is me and it can be for you if you just give us a chance.

Here is a link for you to follow:
Dyslexia the Gift. Information and Resources for Dyslexia

DO IT YOURSELF ALTERNIVE ENERGY

I don't know about the rest of you folks but, it seems like it would be a good idea to start looking into other sources of powering our lives. I think that not another car should roll off the show room floor running on gasoline and not another new house should be built without some form of alternative energy use in place.

People keep saying the price of solar and other renewable energy materials for building are too expensive this is not true. The people who are up to their eyeballs invested in oil don't want us to stop being dependent on oil to fuel our cars and homes.

There are new technologies that most any constrution budget can stand a for building new homes and it is possible to build cars that don't use gas.


There are so many great ideas for people to covert to solar hot water heaters anyone who is either resourceful and has an interest or has a few dollars to invest can find a way to incorporate alternative energy into their living spaces. Don't even consider building a new house without checking out solar powered heating and air conditioning units and solar roofing tiles that are available and on the market right now.


I found this excellent link that shows people how to make your own solar generators, batteries, how to convert your car to using water for fuel, fuel less heat, solar panels. It is a great do it yourself site for people who want to start converting to using alternative fuels. They sell individual project plans and a package deal with all of their plans. If you are an experimenter, mechinic, enginer, or, handy these plans are for you if you know someone who is these plans would make a great gift.
http://www.fuellesspower.com/solar cell2htm

In Memorance of 911 Polution Solution

The event of 9-11-2001 at NY City's World Trade Center has caused so much pain to the USA and the world. My prayers go out for all the families and workers who were killed in this tragic happening. I personally never want to forget what happened. If any surviving families members of the ones who were lost are reading this know that my heart goes out to you and that I do not want your family members to have died in vain or to be ever forgotten.

I remember the shock I felt that day when I saw it happening on the TV. Everyone else was just as shocked as I was. I kept thinking how something good just has to happen to make this tragedy have meaning in our lives something that will lift us all up. I made myself a sign and put it on my car that said "Jesus said Love Your Enemy" it was the only thing I knew to do that could express to the world how I felt. In my rear view mirror I could see people waving at me and couples pointing at my sign and kissing and laughing and smiling.

The days after the Twin Towers fell and planes were downed I kept noticing the sky and how blue it was and how sweet and fresh the air outside smelled. I knew for sure that is was because of the planes not flying.

A few months later I heard Yoko Ono's new release of "Give Peace A Chance" she mentioned in the song how blue the sky was after the 911 attack on the World Trade Center. I was so glad that someone had noticed this.

Why not show our respect for the people who died in 911 and make September 11 a day that people do not drive or fly. Let's make something good happen out of this terrible happening let us never forget or fail to notice how this event hurt not only you and me and the people who lost loved ones but the whole world.

I long to see how blue the sky really is and to see the light show of the night sky.

Please help me promote this idea by making a donation of whatever you can afford. I want to launch a big campaign. If you can't afford to make a donation please pray with me and tell everyone you know to be brave enough to stand up for our right to clean air and blue skies by making 911 a day of remembrance for us all for the good of us all.

Guardian Unlimited | Special reports | Grow-your-own to replace false teeth

Our teeth are so important to good health. How many people do you know that need to have teeth replaced or who wear dentures?

I found this very interesting article. I personally believe this is a better answer to tooth replacement... grow your own teeth hummmm it sounds good to me. Please do read this article on growing your own replacement teeth. Using your own DNA brand of stem cell is very interesting.


Guardian Unlimited Special reports Grow-your-own to replace false teeth